Musim menulis..

Ari nie aku spent kat rumah siapkan editting part material and method. hailo.. biler ntah dapat lepas. da tak sabar nie. huhuhu.. cek bad pon da naik risau cik fatinyer tak siap masternya. takper.. sket lg.. caiyok..

Nie sambil typing, lagu2 kat lite fm semua layan bestnya.. thanx lite fm.. sayang korang.. nie yg ada mood nak type.. nie wat rindu kat cek bad nie.. saba fati.. saba.. siapkan dulu..

Tribute to my auntie.. Hajah Sharifah binti Hj Roslan

Hari ini, Rabu tanggal 11 november 2010.. hari hiba bagi famili keluarga Haji Zam Zam.. makcik ku, Hajah Sharifah binti Haji Roslan meninggal dunia jam 1.30am. Permegiannya telah meninggalkan kesan kepada seluaruh famili.. baik sbelah ayahnya (tok roslan, adik arwah tok aku).. mahupon sebelah suami dia.. orangnya.. pemurah dengan senyuman.. amat mementingkan silaturrahim.. sehinggakan ustazah yg tolong mandikan dia pon.. menitiskan air mata.. hiba..

Meh aku cerita secara ringkas tentang makcik aku nie.. dia nie sepupu mak aku.. sbelah ayah.. and the only famili blah ayah yang ada.. since arwah ayah dia dan datukku.. merantau dari tanah seberang. Most of our relatives are in Jakarta and Jawa tengah. Setiap kali aidilfitri, never miss to come to her house in TTDI. Kalu dtg umah dia.. dia sefamili amatlah2 menyambut baik kedatangan tetamu.. sanggup layan sehingga lewat malam.. ( famili makcik aku jenis tido awal.. kol 9pm da tido..). Arwah makcik aku nie dan suami dia amat menjaga silaturrahim... setiap event biasanya dia dtg.. kecuali jika makcik aku jatuh sakit teruk.. pasti suami dia akan dtg.. itulah yang pasti kelebihan dia.. Banyak yang aku pelajari dia..

Paling aku tak sangka.. nasi minyak yg dia bawa.. masa portluck br2 nie.. untuk menyambut kedatangan saudara kami dari jakarta.. dia seisi beranak masak.. itulah.. yang terakhir kami rasakan.. gap diantara event tuh dan ari nie... 25 hari je.


hurm.. okla.. nanti aku sambung

Love happens

Love happens when you least expected. Yeah.. betulla tuh. minggu nie je.. rasa mcm ambik crushing class about relationship philosophical.. Nie gara-gara ramai da bising suruh aku kawen..Dulu time rasa nak kawen.. calon pon susah nak dapat.. skaran biler rasa tak nak kawen.. biler malas nak fikir.. biler da rasa cam give up.. time tuela.. ada jer salam perkenalan. Bukan nak jual mahal.. it just feel not ready yet. Kalau cakap kat orang, mesti jawapan aku akan terima adalah sampai bila- bila pun tak akan ready. Aku pon sebenarnya dah penat nak start berkenalan.. da tak larat nak jaga hati da.. hati sendiri tak terjaga.. nak jaga hati orang lagi. Bukan tak nak buka hati, dah cuba... but still feel the woundla.. Takkan nak trus terjun. Not that desperate yet..

my first class crushing class lesson..
Mars and Venus on a Date.. lots of thing can e learnt here and there.. and a bit ouch here and there..




Konon nak relax at the end of the week.. nak tengoklah citer mushy2.. skali ambik ko.. crushing class on relationship (2).. went to see Eat, Pray, love.. by Julia Roberts. agak heavy la.. but overall ok..
nie sinopsis dia..

At 32 years old, Elizabeth Gilbert was educated and had a home, a husband, and a successful career as a writer. However, she was unhappy in her marriage and often spent the night crying on her bathroom floor. She has an affair, during which she separated from her husband and initiated a divorce, which he contested. The affair continued for some time but did not work out, leaving her devastated and alone. While writing an article on yoga vacations in Bali, she met a ninth-generation medicine man who told her she would come back and study with him. After finalizing her difficult divorce, she spent the next year traveling. She spent four months in Italy, eating and enjoying life (Eat). She spent four months in India, finding her spirituality (Pray). She ended the year in Bali, Indonesia, looking for "balance" of the two and found love (Love) in the form of a dashing Brazilian factory owner.

The trip was paid for in advance from the book deal for Eat Pray Love.





Hurmm.. make me thinking a hell lots of time the following week.. Goshh!!

Words to ponder upon

It takes a while to gain the courage which were lost noewhere outer space. duhh... apa yang aku merepekkan nie.. serius ahh.. nie that motivation.. found few.. Jom..

• hendaklah kita bertindak pada batas dan keupayaan diri kita sendiri bukan di luar batasan itu - Buat apa yang termampu, with constant force of yourself. Bak mama kata bersabarlah dalam belajar.. aiyoo.. ma. payahnya..

• Kejayaan mengubah manusia lain bermula dengan kejayaan mengubah diri kita sendiri - Yup damn true.. it really takes a big step though to change.. mengubah sesuatu yang bukan kebiasaan..

• First seek to understand than to be understood’- Be the listeners first before ponding upon.

• what you give, you get back- So damn true la.. In life.. what you give you get back..
  

• Yakinlah, Allah mendatangkan ujian yang setimpal dengan keupayaan kita

• “we can’t direct the wind, but we can adjust our sails” - I like this.. manipulate the problem..mana tau it will ease your problem. In other words, instead u get one solution.. you got two ;)

• Belajarlah menyayangi, nescaya kita akan semakin jahil tentang kebencian dan permusuhan- Love is the perfect solutions for everything ~ngeee.....

2nd week of Ramadhan

Uwaa... time flies so fast. still managing myself to cope up with the new condition (ahaks reason.. for not doing things :P) .. anyway.. Insyallah this time are much better then previous.

By the way, feeling great this year .. for the first time after how many years.. everybody will be there on the 1st day of eid.. and maybe reunion before everybody flies... Insyallah, Kakcik will be back from India on the last week of Ramdhan and Ikram will be back from Belfast on the day of Eid. Alhamdullilah...

However, after eid everybody flying back. sob sob osb... My dearest putri, will off to Leeds on the 12 sept ( nak ikut.. alamak.. chup.. sama tarikh aku fly during my undergrad.. nak itottt!!!!). kakcik on d 14 sept to India, Mirah.. on the 16 sept to Cairo.., Ikram back to his place on d 18sept.. ( giler ulang alik KLIA tuh. muahahhaa...) a wekk after that, Awie engagement day.. date is not confirmed yet.. hailoo...

First day of Ramadhan

Since last nite, couldn't help myself feeling excited for today..1st Day of Ramdhan.. Hope this Ramadhan much better than previous.

Catatan awal ramadhan.. hantar Cek Bad ke stesyen bas. Kalu tak malam tadi kena hantar. sib Baik tiket bas dia tukar pagi.. Berpeluang memberi Travelog tarbiyah buat tatapan sementara keboringan melanda.. soft to mederate content for the beginner... haiyoo.. Hope he could change from good to be better.. Kalu nak dibandingkan dengan dulu.. hailo.. tepok dahi aku. sob sob sob..

My lips still hurt due to ulcer.. like Angelina Jolie.. as Azyla mentioned it.. or likewise Sophie Loren.. as Abg Zukri from lablink mentioned it to me.. Hailo..


in seacrh of spirit doing writting up... come on gurl!!!

Ahlan Wa Sahlan Ya Ramadhan

Ramadhan kian menghampiri..minggu depan da stat masuk ramadhan. Sayu rasanya di hati ini, tak tahulah kenapa. Rasa sambutan kali ini berbeza dengan sebelumnya, munkin sebab faktor perubahan diri yan tak mampu untuk ku elakkan.

Semalam tiada klas talaqi, digantikan dengan pengisian lain.. Setelah solat maghrib, kuliah maghrib sempena ramdhan, terdapat sessi soalan ttg berpuasa di dalam ramadhan, dan disampaikan oleh Mufti Besar selangor, Dato' Setia Hj. Mohd Tamyes. Banyak juga kupasan yang di buat.. huhuhu. banyak juga kesilapan yang telah aku lakukan... Semoga ramadhan kali ini lebih baik dari sebelumnya. Insyallah. ..

Amalan sunat yang dilakukan oleh Rasullulah s.a.w sepanjang bulan ramadhan (dipetik dari soal jawab agama dari portal jabatan mufti, http://www.muftiselangor.gov.my/SoalJawabAgama/Ibadat/SoalJawabIbadat5.htm)

1. Perbanyakkan sedekah jariah terutamnya kepada fakir miskin.
2. Perbanyakkan zikrullah.
3. Berdoa kepada Allah S.W.T
4. Melakukan Solat 5 waktu secara berjemaah di masjid.
5. Sentiasa melakukan muhasabah diri.
6. Duduk beriktikaf di dalam masjid.

Lepas solat isya', berkesepatan bertemu denga Sheikh Haji Abdul Qader Leong, penulis buku tajwid. Orangnya sungguh tawadhuk (humble), aku yang melihat rasa sungguh malu.. huhuhu melihat peribadinya itu yang sungguh begitu rendah diri..